Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Gah...yesterday went to Changi Hospital (the new one,of course) with my parents to visit my sister. The anaesthetic still rendered her semiconscious and so she was like just lying there with a bloated mouth and appeared to be sleeping.The Fusser made me say hi repeatedly to her,even though it was clear my sister doesn't like to be disturbed when she's resting.I was very irritated and was like,'Ah do it yourself la.' i hate it whenever she keeps making me repeat things.hey just because she's quite deaf in one ear doesn't mean the rest of us are.i looked at the Huffer-Puffer and to my horror he had tears in his eyes.thank goodness he didnt let them run out.it would've been horrific if he had cried.truth be told i got a little teary-eyed myself.but it's ok for the kid to cry.it's a horror movie if the father cried.but i didn't cry,of course.because i knew if I was the one lying there my sister wouldn't cry. i mean,just accept it,won't cha?in the car my mom was kind of sniffing.it was a horror movie,but a B-grade one instead of an A-grade horror movie like how it would be if my father had cried.because,well,women do cry.my mother cried when my dog had his leg operated on and came home and soaked full a bedsheet of blood.she cried when we were watching Troy in the cinema,when Paris' and Hector's father was begging Achilles to give him Hector's body.i tried to cheer them up,really.i think i managed it.
[can't you see i want you?]
at 12:28 PM