Saturday, December 24, 2005
I just came back from a Christmas play thing,organised by Elizabeth's church.honestly i was very very surprised when she invited me,because we were all kind of mad at each other when the fourth term ended.because.well.that's not for you to know.but whatever.so i got invited and i went.naomi and meng siew were invited too.so they went too.tada!anyway before that i had,you know,tuition.gbedkhfglhegF.I HATE TUITION!!!!!! the a-math teacher keeps picking on me.yeah well,i suck very badly at maths.but,calling on me will just do nothing except embarrass me.everything she calls on me i lose my cool and i start stuttering and going 'um,er,uh,yeah' like that.tmdtmd.anyway after A-math i had Pure Physics.Oh well.It went better than A-Math did.at least the teacher doesn't call on me.she only calls on guys who don't pay attention in class.I'm a girl and I pay a lot of attention during class.because i like science better than i like math.after tuition i intended to do a sprint to my mother's car so I wouldn't get late for the xmas thingo at 5.30 (my tuition finished at 5) but i nearly hurtled into Zhenglin outside the classroom.i hope he didn't recognize me.i don't like being recognized outside school by classmates who aren't really friends.anyway I was dressed all in black.well,black long pants and a black camisole with a white singlet attached.You can never go wrong with black if you have the least fashion sense.i actually have very little clothes and i hate wearing the same things in public repeatedly.and no way was i going to wear bermudas and sleeveless tees every week okay?anyway.met elizabeth,naomi and mengsiew at the bottom of the building.which wasn't a church.it was some kind of...i don't know.just a really old creepy building with signs that say 'guard dog.7pm-7am' on every floor.oh really.a dog's no match for anyone with a gun...poor things...shut up.brain.anyway,i recognized a few people.lina,ruth and a couple more.elizabeth pointed out benjamin,who goes to the same school as my sister and also the same cca(band!) to me.i thought he was timonthy.how sad.i have a very poor memory.but whatever.anyway first we had to play games like whacko.god i hate that game!!!i made sure to mumble my name into my mike,so that nobody caught my name and could call it during the game.see?i can plan!anyway soon after that we had refreshments(as they put it...).after eating and drinking i found i needed to go to the Poo Place.The building's poo place was very creepy and seemed to be out of the movie 'Dark Water'.one time elizabeth,naomi and i went there and while elizabeth was inside,we closed the door on her and switched off the light.oh she gave a glorious shriek.the play was okay.funny at times.i liked the hip-hop dance part.ha!ha! but after the play the pastor (i think he is...) started,um,preaching?I'm not a Christian,i wouldn't know.what he basically said was that if you believe in god,you'll have eternal life.okay.great.but i'm not christian so when everyone closed their eyes when he prayed,i didn't.i'm a buddhist.i just bowed my head,'cos i was scared everyone would kill me if they found out.like call me traitor or something!anyway i don't want to live forever.i'd rather die early.well,i do!because if i die early i won't need to experience the pain of losing my dog and my family...not that i'd commit suicide.anyway.i could write more.but this post is very long.and i'll just finish with: after all that talking,we went to the poo place once more.and then we basically went home.
[can't you see i want you?]
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